I need Help
by Bojana
(Macedonia - Skopje )
I feel like end of the world a kind of extreme depression, my thoughts are dark, I feel like I'm in a place where there is no exit, I have no aim, I,m exausted, nervous, I'm scared from people, I,m not happy I have enemies since I became grown up I feel like the time is same , monotonious, my thoughts are very ambiguous, I have sometimes nightmares i dont feel good , I feel like i'll die from sth or in an accident, every day is my same fuckin' day i feel like every day I'm deeper in a hole which has no end and makes me feel more complicated. I have no self- confidence at least either it is about me or somebody else i9 cant believe that everything is so dark taking the terrorism and woman traficcking as an appearance and the weapon as sth which exists. Negative people with unbelievable minds are sth extremly bad , with their perverse psyche it's awful. Everything goes on my nerves and I'm totally xxxxxx up!!!!!! the whole planet is getting on my nerves there is no justice at all and everything that people do drives me crazy , I can't believe how things are !!!!! I need help!!! immediately !!!!!!!