17 year old male

by James
(Bowen)

Hello. I've personally taken various IQ tests on different formats and regardless of which I also get over 145, for example.. I took this test two times, the first it was 174 next it was 187 .. Regardless it still came out as the ratings of an apparent "genius." Since childhood I've always been exceptionally gifted, grade skipping, spirit classes, honors and advanced... Awards.. Exedra exedra. However. due to prior complications, dating from age 5 to present date, due to the fact of moving in between relatives and childhood family complications with the authority, I was practically lost in the exchange if schools paperwork... Therefor I was put into regular classes.. I slept, never once lifted my head to pay attention,and yet no matter how "difficult" the subject it was always so damn simple and easy for me to ace with little to no effort.. It was boring actually...

I taught myself and explored/studied things which interested me; quantum physics, historical works, literature, world history, biology, various fields of science, psychology so forth and so on... I spent my earlier ages prioritizing world domination with highly intricate detailed plans, testing my intelligence, psychologically manipulating others and practically treating life itself as a game.. Strange behavioral patterns for a child I know..

However today i venture further, I recognize life not to be just any game but a game of chess, with History and God as the spectator, the people and events as the peaces, reality and this world the board, and fate, destiny and so forth as your opponents... Personally I've thought myself into pure driven insanity and had to spend months digging myself out of the hole my mind had dug... I don't need a test to elaborate on superficial concepts such as the undefined terms as intellect or genius... I know I'm genius, and relative if not greater people of "genius" know as we'll... Why define us based the profiling if one test set to test certain things pertaining to what many unlike minded individuals perceive as genius... Everything's dependent on perception is it not? By that truth we know everything is up for debate.. Even alleged "fact" .. No not even they are safe... So logically would it not be more efficient to simply recognize that regardless of circumstance, facts or situation, the populace will never openly accept a system that will point out their personal flaws or reveal the possible truths of their grand or minuscule intelligence?... After all, we do formulate "facts" to hide us from the truth.